damnit. damnit damnit damnit. fuck TJ. you guys have NO idea how shitty i feel.... but, surprisinly...i didn't cry and i hope i won't. it's just a SCHOOL right? RIGHT DAMNIT?

i just wasted like...a whole entire day waiting for the lazyass mailman and now i wish he had never come.

why won't the fuckin guy outside STOP MOWING his fuckin lawn!?

sigh. ok. anyways...decided to close down the xanga for awhile... probably until spring break (which, by the way, is in...like a week! ) so buhbye until then.

oh yes...did i mention TJ results are coming out soon?? yes...im nervous as hell.

i've been neglecting my xanga :) oops. ok....so, here's an update on my life --

ok, i know this is stupid, but i CAN'T fuckin let go of this. so we had that *keep the heat* project for science and we make this device that's supposed to keep hot water hot for 15 minutes. My device thing was retarded but i did it the night before it was due (surprise surprise) and i didn't have much to work with. So, i made this box thing and put foil and junk in it and brought it to school. When i got to class, and i saw everyone else's project, i was all wtf?? cuz all of their device thingys were like...the size of their hands while mine was bigger than my damn head (and im korean....which means i have a BIG head...). And my teacher (damn Mr. i'm-a-freak-and-i-love-myself-for-it) had to go around and measure and weigh everyone's projects and make sure it didn't exceed the limits. and ME being ME didn't know there was a fuckin limit of how big the project could be. and to make a painful story short, my project was THREE damn centimeters too big (and that's a little smaller than the size of a rat's brain and a little bigger than the size of yours -- just kidding) so i lost practically half of the points and i didn't get a very good grade...

what else...hm...the dance was friday. didn't go cause no one else really went, plus, the whole gym would be filled with younger kids who'r havin fun trying to grind for the first time (actually...i sorta regret not seeing that).

it was unnie's brithday today :) she's TWENTY FIVE. yeah...old. and man...she was cryin her fuckin head off cuz my dad, being the asshole he is (can you tell that i was always taught to respect my elders....yea), he invited OTHER people to our house on my SISTER'S birthday. and even worse, she doesn't even KNOW the people. and even MORE worse...it was MICHAEL's parents. and to make it EVEN WORSER THAN WORSE, he didn't TELL my sister he was inviting other people! so, when my mom told my sister what my dad had done while she was on her way to our house, she pulled over on the side of the road, threw a hissy fit, and went off at my dad. hehe.

ok, i'm tired so imma go watch some TV and stuff.

mmk...you can go away now....

good morning. it's finally saturday :) hmm....this week was boring as hell. we had SOL's and that was....cough....fun. Plus, we started health again. And to make my life even more pathetic, i didn't even do anything yesterday yeah, i just sat at home and watched TV.

we're moving to (que drumroll) PiCkEt'S ReSeRvE  <<haha, i did that weird LeTtEr thing that i hate yeah...we bought a new house there yesterday and theyr gonna build it soon. whoot whoot. its a nice house and junk, BUT (yes...there's a BIG butt ) fuckin michael's parents (who i hate) decided to buy the house two houses away from us. i mean...come ON. some people would like some PRIVACY. sure, korean people are cool, but these people are just retarded. they like my parents *like a fat kid loves cake* (so cliche) and theyr as annoying as those little shitheads on the bus... when we all move in(some time in early 2005) the ahjummah's gonna come running to our house every two seconds to share kimchi and invite us over for dinner. i wish they would just FUCK OFF. and the lady tries to act like she's 20 years old. well, whatever...as long as i don't have to see them more than once a week, ill be ok.

oh yeah....ill go to Fairfax highschool.. haha, my dad's so scared cuz he thinks its *too ghetto* so he threatened to send me off to private school if i didn't make it in TJ.

we're going to visit broad run on tuesday for a field trip ^^ yay. we miss the first three blocks and come back in time for D lunch so all the 8th graders get to eat together. and then we get wednesday off. but who's idea was it to have a teacher workday in the middle of the freaking week???

ok...guess that's all. i have to clean my room so i can go to the mall later w/ emmy rae. so...erh...buhbye.

wow...haven't updated my xanga in like....a year. so what's up everyone? how was ur weekend? mine?? eh...boring. REALLY boring.... hm...friday, went to adriana's after school w/ jenn, went to the b-ball game, then to the ice house. saturday, nothing. sunday, nothing. ha...yeah. life's almost as boring as dr. wadsworth's lame ass lessons.

hahahahahahaha...i know who lex likes. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so funny :) lol, just kidding. not THAT funny...just a bit odd. well lex, i hope things go well between you and *that wighty-tighty wearing string bean*.

yeah, nothing much to say anymore so, imma leave and "clean my room"...not.

bye-Jooooo